Voting Question: HELP ME, I’M GOING TO DIE?
hi, i’m a 17-year-old boy, and i think i’m dying or going insane. i have a very intense fear of ageing and losing my looks. i’m nearly 18 and i feel as though the day i turn 18, my entire life is over. i’m thinking about comiting suicide the day before. i feel as though i’ll be a man, and therefore i’ll be old and ugly. i have nothing against elderly people, i just don’t want to be one of them. a lot of people say i am very paranoid and delusional about my fear of ageing, but i’m 17 and i alreayd have a wrinkle in my face and i have wrinkles on my hands. when i leave my house and am in public, i feel useless, ugly, and i just want to leave. i have missed so much school and the school actually told me if i didn’t stop, i would be expelled for skipping so much, but when i step in the school and see the younger kids, i just want to kill myself. this is very serious and really severe and taking over my entire life. i cry about 2 hours a day because i’ll be 18 soon. i use anti-ageing creams and moisturizer and i do everything to capture my youth, but when i look in the mirror, i see a 40-year-old man. my entire life is being destroyed by this awful fear and i need to find a way to get rid of it, or i’ll kill myself. what should i do? and DO NOT tell me ageing is beautiful and you get more wise and such, because i seriously don’t give a f~ about being wise, all i want is for my skin to be tight and youthful. i keep thinking one day i’ll be 49, about to be 50… how will i react if i’m thinking about suicide because i’m about to turn 18?
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